I have never been violent like this before, especially towards somebody that I loved so much. But as soon as he told me that he didn’t want to be with me anymore, after changing his mind and putting me on the fence 3 times, my hand just swung out stood up for my aching heart. I feel mad and ashamed that I did that, but I guess now there’s no doubt? We’re through for good. And I wouldn’t have it any other way.