trying to focus on the bright side. it’s so hard to keep myself from relentlessly over analyzing the potential negative stuff that could surface in the next week. all i want to do is work hard, keep calm, and work on myself. i don’t want to be bombarded by other people’s friends and things when i have a good thing going where i live right now. i need to stand up for myself and just tell it like it is and be honest about my fears. i keep trying to concentrate on the good stuff, but my mind keeps lingering to all of the mishap… it’s 1:30 and i need to be up in 3.5 hours to ready myself for class. breath. breath. go to sleep.
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